My hands are numb. All I can feel is a tingling sensation in my hands.

I wonder if they care.

Breathe. I can’t breathe. Like a heart attack. Weight on my chest that is so constricting. Maybe if I count in my head it will distract me.

1

2

3

Do they care that it hurts?

Fuck. I stopped counting.

1

2

3

My heart skipped a beat again. That isn’t good. Would somebody help me?

Do they care?

I can’t stop thinking. Stop brain. You need to stop.

Do they care?

I hope I will sleep tonight. Only if I could stop thinking. I didn’t sleep last night.

Do they care?